"Words cannot express how much i miss you Daddy or how much i love you"  -Courtney Stewart-

It's so difficult, but believe me , it's not complaining :( , may be just a sigh , Yupss...just a little.

a Letter with Love

"Fan, jangan lupa kunci pintu ,matiin lampu, bapak ga pulang malam ini"  
Yupss.. as usual, like the other night if you spent your night in the office.
But it was different, Huffth..ya DIFFERENT,because not only  for d'night, not the next day, even today ... you never came back :( :( :(
The last time.... i heard your voice, yaaa that night we talked by phone, just by phone :(

Daddy,could u hear me rigth now????
how are you tonight..? are u fine??
Oh God, I know that he always fine every time ,altough i can't see him in his beautiful eyes in me :(
It's more than 3 years since a saddest day for me, but as time goes...i understand...every tears fell down can be beautiful,
never forget u ): , i'm promise dad [!!!]